..jangan pernah mengucapkan hal-hal yang tidak baik atau menceritakan kekurangan seseorang..karena hal yang kita ucapkan kadang terjadi terhadap diri kita, ini pernah terjadi pada diriku..pada awal tahun 90-an aku lebih menyukai lagu-lagu Indonesia dan sangat anti pada lagu Barat. Mungkin karena waktu itu aku adalah seorang kapiten...eh...seorang penggalang yang sangat idealis tentang nasionalisme..he..he..
Maka ketika kakak sepupu ku memperkenalkan dan memperdengarkan lagu-lagu dari Guns n Roses, Metallica dan Bon Jovi aku antipati terhadap nya. Ah..berisik..ga jelas alirannya..de el el..ga bakalan tertarik deh pikir ku, tapi kebanggaan terhadap musik Indonesia perlahan-lahan mulai berkurang ketika pada suatu saat temen sebangku di sekolah menanyakan tentang lagu Guns N Roses yang lagi ngetop saat itu (estranged)
Waktu itu aku memang pernah mendengar lagu itu ketika teman kakak sepupu ku lagi memutar kasetnya...gimana ga denger karena dari setting volume tape deck 0 sampai 20 diputar hingga 18...karena tahun 90 an rumahnya temen kakak sepupu ku itu masih banyak kebun kosong jadi ya ga terlalu kedengaran.
Anyway..ketika aku jawab pertanyaan temen sebangku ku bahwa aku juga tahu lagu itu (padahal cuma sok tahu aja) bahkan sampai nada n liriknya (walaupun ngasal sih pengucapannya)semua temen-temen terkesima bin kagum pada ku.
Jadi gede rasa nih..biasalah kalau seorang remaja yang merasa dirinya bisa dan semua teman-temennya manaruh respek terhadapnya maka remaja itu akan merasa bangga. Dan untuk mempertahankan respek dari teme-temennya itu maka akan melakukan sesuatu yang diluar keinginannya.
Deeerr..law of attraction terjadi..kayak disambar petir aja..aku langsung berubah 180 derajat, dari yang anti lagu n music barat sekarang jadi kelimpungan cari info n mempelajari tentang berbagai aliran music barat yang lagi digandrungi oleh temen-temen ku.
Kelihatannya jadi terpaksa ya..dan tidak sesuai hati nurani..tapi pengakuan seseorang terhadap eksistensi kita di suatu komunitas ternyata dapat menjadikan kita menepis segala idealisme..
Ok..ini ada satu lirik lagu dari Guns N Roses yang menjadi favorit ku..judulnya COMA
Hey you caught me in a coma
And I don't think I wanna
Ever come back to this...world again
Kinda like it in a coma
'Cause no one's ever gonna
Oh, make me come back to this...world again
Now I feel as if I'm floating away
I can't feel all the pressure
And I like it this way
But my body's callin'
My body's callin'
Won't ya come back to this...world again
Suspended deep in a sea of black
I've got the light at the end
I've got the bones on the mast
Well I've gone sailin', I've gone sailin'
I could leave so easily
While friends are calling back to me
I said they're
They're leaving it all up to me
When all I needed was clarity
And someone to tell me
What the fuck is going on
Goddamn it!
Slippin' farther an farther away
It's a miracle how long we can stay
In a world our minds created
In a world that's full of shit
Help me
Help me
Help me
Help me
Bastard
Please understand me
I'm climbin' through the wreckage
Of all my twisted dreams
But this cheap investigation just can't
stifle all my screams
And I'm waitin' at the crossroads
Waiting for you
Waiting for you
Where are you
No one's gonna bother me anymore
No one's gonna mess with my head no more
I can't understand what all the fightin's for
But it's so nice here down off the shore
I wish you could see this
'Cause there's nothing to see
It's peaceful here and it's fine with me
Not like the world where I used to live
I never really wanted to live
Zap him again
Zap the son of a bitch again
Ya live your life like it's a coma
So won't you tell me why we'd wanna
With all the reasons you give it's
It's kinda hard to believe
But who am I to tell you that I've seen
any reason why you should stay
Maybe we'd be better off without you anyway
You got a one way ticket
On your last chance ride
Gotta one way ticket
To your suicide
Gotta one way ticket
An there's no way out alive
An all this crass communication
That has left you in the cold
Isn't much for consolation
When you feel so weak and old
But is home is where the heart is
Then there's stories to be told
No you don't need a doctor
No one else can heal your soul
Got your mind in submission
Got your life on the line
But nobody pulled the trigger
They just stepped aside
They be down by the water
While you watch 'em waving goodbye
They be callin' in the morning
They be hangin' on the phone
They be waiting for an answer
When you know nobody's home
And when the bell's stopped ringing
It was nobody's fault but your own
There were always ample warnings
There were always subtle signs
And you would have seen it comin'
But we gave you too much time
And when you said that no one's listening
Why'd your best friend drop a dime
Sometimes we get so tired of waiting
For a way to spend our time
An "It's so easy" to be social
"It's so easy" to be cool
Yeah it's easy to be hungry
When you ain't got shit to lose
And I wish that I could help you
With what you hope to find
But I'm still out here waiting
Watching reruns of my life
When you reach the point of breaking
Know it's gonna take some time
To heal the broken memories
That another man would need
Just to survive
..ini videonya..http://www.videosjam.com/g/guns-n-roses/videos/coma.html..kalo masih berfungsi sih..he..he..check this out aja deh
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